I've been so insanely tired this week that I actually took a sick day so I could rest. Then I didn't rest. I think I just needed to be away from the office for another day (I also worked from home one day). I feel better now.
Went to a happy hour last night and there were lots of boys I liked but no real connections made. I'm tired of saying I'm tired of this. I will never stop trying but I should probably stop something.
Anyway, I am in major suspense this entire freaking weekend about something I can never mention on the blog and something which I haven't talked to another living soul about. I'm sorry for even hinting at it but I'm so frustrated and it's really distracting. It's the proverbial elephant in my brain. I even had a quick lunch with work-friend Nancy and I meant to tell her but she was so overwhelmed and frustrated with her own work craziness that I couldn't do it. I couldn't shift part of my mental burden to her when she needs to go home and relax and not worry about anything this weekend. I felt a little guilty for even considering burdening her. I know she wouldn't have minded, but still.
So, there you have it. A mystery that will remain a mystery. I am sorry.
Grateful for: an outlet.