Let's see...how do I say this? It's really unpleasant having a crush on someone.
Not that I'm expecting anything other than remaining single. Meeting this particular guy at this particular moment still equals "single" and "happy."
What doesn't? Waiting for a fucking phone call. Can we be done with this already?
UPDATE: He called, just as I was leaving the office. In the end, it's probably good that I waited because I don't have to wonder if he would have called. I know that he will do what he says he'll do, even if there was a misunderstanding about timing. (I was expecting a call yesterday.)
The real point? It's not at all clear what's happening. I think he's on board with having fun and not worrying about the rules, except he wasn't at the beginning of the conversation. We started at the end and then circled all the way around to the starting point. Remember how I said that I could tell that he liked me the first day we met? I was right, because he told me. So, he started by saying it wasn't a good time to start something and ended by saying that he wanted to kiss me the first day we met.
Never say I can't pick 'em.
Grateful for: the anticipated return of perspective.