Friday, September 11, 2009

All better?

I wish I could say it was all better today, but it's not. The incident with my journals seems to have set something off in me. I'm STILL upset and was upset most of yesterday evening, which I spent with Curt watching baseball. I just couldn't get out of my funk, which we both found exasperating. The evening wasn't a complete loss, but it sure would have been a lot more fun if I'd been in a better mood.

Curt tried, he really did, but mostly he offers advice when I'm upset and it doesn't help. Actually, it makes me feel worse because, look, there's all this stuff I should be doing and I'm not. I'm a lost cause. But, there isn't so much he could say that would make me feel better anyway. (What's sad is that a certain other recent ex possibly could, but maybe that's just the grass is greener syndrome.)

Oh, I am just one big, teary sigh today. At least it's Friday. And I honestly don't think it can get much worse.

Grateful for: the end of the week.

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