Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Oh dear

Can't work, can't focus. That's not new.

Last night, I forgot to eat dinner. I wasn't hungry. I had some cashews.

I couldn't fall asleep, I tossed and turned for an hour (I usually fall asleep in a few minutes). My mind wasn't focused on anything...I was writing letters, flitting from interaction to interaction. I thought about cleaning the house. Maybe I was dreaming.

I woke up in the night. The cat was begging to be fed. I got up and put her out of the room. She banged at the window but I refused her entry. She came around to the bedroom door and threw herself at it full-force--and she managed to open the door. That has never happened before.

I got up and fed her. Enough already. Back to bed for me but it was after 6:30am and sleep wasn't happening.

I'm tired. Also, apparently, I am a teenager. How crazy is that?

Grateful for: the good nights.

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